first day of the real thing.
I hate the first day of classes.
I guess I'm a shy person by nature and the idea I have to introduce myself to a large group of people, most who i don't know is kinda of scarey.
I don't feel worthy of being here and maybe thats really most of the problem. Or maybe I feel like now I'm really in graduate school, since I get to take classes that I want to take, it feels different when they are assigned, ya know?
It was nice to walk onto the floor today and have people recognize me, I was sort of afraid I'd get there today and no one would remember who I was.