the sun says she is sorry before she dies, the dark was there all the time.
Always remember I was the one that said it first.
At least, I think I did.
Unless you really did whisper it to me that night.
Thats the problem with people like you,
everyone is trying to get you to notice.
attention.
and I don't compete for placement.
I won't, yet I am.
Put yourself out there my friends say,
don't hope,
don't expect.
Whatever you do don't hope.
No, not hope.
do not think either.
hope is just disappointment in disguise.
sad. broken. hurt. fragile.
yet she hopes, and hopes and hopes.
she makes the mistake of falling into hope.
she has been here before.
People fall at her feet,
she does not see them.
there is a line, her friend said.
she does not see it.
People love her,
everyone loves her.
Yet she never feels a single one of them.
she makes her heart into a box
gold on the outside and hard to see inside.
There are bars around it, they built.
keeping them out.
she had the key,
she hides it from herself.
People try and capture us,
people try to capture him
she tries to capture herself.
she builds walls around her.
keep an eye on the door,
bags packed,
she always sits near the exit.
keep an eye on the door,
be ready, always be ready.