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sweet home.. oregon?

I made it to oregon this afternoon in one piece. The mountains still have snow on them, enough I think I could probably hike up a few and ski.. the season is late this year. The snow is still good, I can see even from 15,000 feet above them.

I feel out of place, just like I always have, I'm not sure why I always expect this time to be different. I considered driving up to Smith just now to sit under the stars and hear the clipping of carbiners in the canyons at night but 2 hours of sleep suggest better things to be doing.

I know what you're probably thinking, I used to be so good at this lack of stability. Moving every 6 months for 10 years will do that to you. I was looking for a reason to stay, I just never found one, so I kept drifting. But we always don't say what we really want to say the most: I've found my reason to stay.

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